Sometimes I just dont understand. This is going to be first about a little boy, who is not very little who met God today. He had cancer but didnt die of the cancer he died of veno occulsive disease, which affects the liver primarily. The hospital that he was at did not fight to get the one drug that has really shown promise at treating the condition, so he got it too late...that is the doubt that has to be going through the parents mind right now, the doctors didnt fight for him to get it it was family and friends and total strangers who got the drug for this adorable boy.

Now for me my pain management has been poor for the past 2 weeks I called last week to get an urgent appointment to get a med change and additional medication for my migraines, I am actually starting to have a female cycle again and that is making me more miserable, 2+ years without one makes you kinda forget what a cycle is like. But the earliest appointment that I could get was tomorrow at 7:30am but I had to take the tuesday appointment for the same time. I will be asking for a prescription for fiorcet and for prescription strength motrin since even with the hospital discount 800 mg of motrin three times a day gets expensive. and will also see about going up on my lyrica.

this week is going to be expensive, I will have to pay out around $50 for balances that I already have at the 2 doctors that I will be seeing thankfully they should be paid at 100% since I have finally met the out of pocket maximum for the year. the only doctors that I have that wont be paid at 100% are my OU physicians associated ones since they are not completely preffered providers.